I am a pass out student of graduate level education. This Valentine's Day reminded me of a girl which I used to like during my college days. She was not that cool though and we didn't talk much. Rather I would like to say that we didn't get proper chance to talk with each other much. Nevertheless, she was also short tempered. So I didn't bother to talk to her much, rather I used to see her from some distance and enjoy myself.
Back then we had a college bus picking and dropping us in the morning and in the evenings. We used to travel by college bus and of course, there were other friends too. She had given me her number by herself to let her known when the bus arrived near her place. Well, some months ago she didn't give me her cell number when I asked her even though she had a cell phone. She admitted that she didn't have a cell. After that I never asked for the number twice. OK, mostly I used to inform her. Still in the bus we didn't talk much. Sometimes she made me feel that she wanted to be close but the very next moment she blew everything. This was not new for me from her side. That's why I never stayed with her in the bus or in the class.
In both places I used to sit some seats behind her. All this started when I started teasing her. Back during third semester, she used to enter classroom late. We had a white shirt and her shirt usually appeared red. We presumed the wore red inner garments. Ha ha ha... this is how we, me and my friends, started all this over. It is worth mentioning that we felt her boobs were smaller than the normal ones of her age....though that we specifically don't know. Sitting at the last bench I used to see how she entered the door to the class. We used to mimic some of her moves and styles. This became our daily talks. I was the one at top of this thing. I couldn't stop myself. Starting from her walk, style, hair, sitting postures, talking ways and more....
Then we left our college bus and still many a times we returned home to bus station together along with some other friends. I didn't talk much with her and if I met her on the way I pretended she was not there. But one day she waited for me. It was the day of a board exam of our fourth semester. Since then we were a bit closer. Things began to change. I started talking if we met on road and rarely though we two returned from college alone. Still I was teasing her, but I felt different within me. I started liking her. I began looking at her at most times. Some of the friends knew this and teased me. To prevent this in future I never stared at her for long but kept looking at her frequently. Some friends were trying to push me but I never moved forward. Though I fell for her, I never asked her anything much, rather sometimes she used to say by herself. I started waiting for the days when we could return home together...just us. But that day never came. A friend of her started bringing a bike and my girl used to go with her. I waited for the days when she would go with me. That was a rare chance.
Some friends used to tease me with her name, knowing this other started the same. I don't know if she knew this or not. But, probably she must have heard this as the space was not that big for both of us. THEN ONE WEEK, IT BECAME SUCH A TIME THAT SHE ACTED COMPLETELY LIKE SHE LIKED ME. She came very close and the moment felt like we were close together for a long time. MAY BE SHE WANTED ME TO PROPOSE HER....WHICH I NEVER DID OR EVEN DID NOT TRY TO DO...I believe that she must had heard about me falling for her and wanted to get close. She came so close that I didn't know what to say. That was that...it never happened after that time.
I had my chance and never got a second chance. I feared to loose her and feared that we would never be together. So, I tried to keep my distance from her. Now, I am out of college. I looked at her for three complete years. When she didn't come college I didn't feel like staying in the college anymore. I wanted to be together with her but never dared to do that. Three Valentine's Days passed by and still we were three separate from each other.
This year, the fourth year of my feeling, I got a chance to talk to her through a friend of hers. They were meeting with each other. They were in the same project group of the college and were in the same group in the class as well. I called her friend for some task, and there she was trying to talk to me. I still feel the same for her but I never expressed or admitted it that I liked her and that I loved her. This is me folks, this is my way and I fear if I proposed her she might leave me one day. That would be the end of the world for me and still I have a lot to do. So I choose to be this way. However, I wrote something for her......
Back then we had a college bus picking and dropping us in the morning and in the evenings. We used to travel by college bus and of course, there were other friends too. She had given me her number by herself to let her known when the bus arrived near her place. Well, some months ago she didn't give me her cell number when I asked her even though she had a cell phone. She admitted that she didn't have a cell. After that I never asked for the number twice. OK, mostly I used to inform her. Still in the bus we didn't talk much. Sometimes she made me feel that she wanted to be close but the very next moment she blew everything. This was not new for me from her side. That's why I never stayed with her in the bus or in the class.
In both places I used to sit some seats behind her. All this started when I started teasing her. Back during third semester, she used to enter classroom late. We had a white shirt and her shirt usually appeared red. We presumed the wore red inner garments. Ha ha ha... this is how we, me and my friends, started all this over. It is worth mentioning that we felt her boobs were smaller than the normal ones of her age....though that we specifically don't know. Sitting at the last bench I used to see how she entered the door to the class. We used to mimic some of her moves and styles. This became our daily talks. I was the one at top of this thing. I couldn't stop myself. Starting from her walk, style, hair, sitting postures, talking ways and more....
Then we left our college bus and still many a times we returned home to bus station together along with some other friends. I didn't talk much with her and if I met her on the way I pretended she was not there. But one day she waited for me. It was the day of a board exam of our fourth semester. Since then we were a bit closer. Things began to change. I started talking if we met on road and rarely though we two returned from college alone. Still I was teasing her, but I felt different within me. I started liking her. I began looking at her at most times. Some of the friends knew this and teased me. To prevent this in future I never stared at her for long but kept looking at her frequently. Some friends were trying to push me but I never moved forward. Though I fell for her, I never asked her anything much, rather sometimes she used to say by herself. I started waiting for the days when we could return home together...just us. But that day never came. A friend of her started bringing a bike and my girl used to go with her. I waited for the days when she would go with me. That was a rare chance.
Some friends used to tease me with her name, knowing this other started the same. I don't know if she knew this or not. But, probably she must have heard this as the space was not that big for both of us. THEN ONE WEEK, IT BECAME SUCH A TIME THAT SHE ACTED COMPLETELY LIKE SHE LIKED ME. She came very close and the moment felt like we were close together for a long time. MAY BE SHE WANTED ME TO PROPOSE HER....WHICH I NEVER DID OR EVEN DID NOT TRY TO DO...I believe that she must had heard about me falling for her and wanted to get close. She came so close that I didn't know what to say. That was that...it never happened after that time.
I had my chance and never got a second chance. I feared to loose her and feared that we would never be together. So, I tried to keep my distance from her. Now, I am out of college. I looked at her for three complete years. When she didn't come college I didn't feel like staying in the college anymore. I wanted to be together with her but never dared to do that. Three Valentine's Days passed by and still we were three separate from each other.
This year, the fourth year of my feeling, I got a chance to talk to her through a friend of hers. They were meeting with each other. They were in the same project group of the college and were in the same group in the class as well. I called her friend for some task, and there she was trying to talk to me. I still feel the same for her but I never expressed or admitted it that I liked her and that I loved her. This is me folks, this is my way and I fear if I proposed her she might leave me one day. That would be the end of the world for me and still I have a lot to do. So I choose to be this way. However, I wrote something for her......