Friday, August 3, 2012

This LIfe

Sometimes I feel pretty astonished by the way things are going on around me. Life is an unexperienced journey that each of the surviving individual is trying to figure out. They are trying to feel how life feels, all these chemical reactions going on inside us makes us feel or react to all the incidents. Life has been an unexpected journey where we are usually crying over the occurances going on in around us. We don't know what will happen next in daily living, so life has been a new exploration at every step for all of us.

I am also a part of this tapestry of new experiences of daily incidents called as life. Sometimes people near us don't care about us when they should and sometimes people from whom we are not expecting much are caring for us. Even the fortune tellers are not the exact predictors of our life. They can't tell when we will be doing good in life and there is a certain answer to all activities, death. An untimely death is never predictable. So, what should be expected from others when all that matters is how we are reacting towards any incident, situation, event or lively activities.

A friend of mine threw a party yesterday for being able to get a government job. He was a former colleague of the place where I work. In fact, nobody had expected that from him. Such people are really rare who calls upon others to share their joys, I mean who call the former  work mates. Because most of the times people are centered towards their current surroundings. Anyway, we ate and drank and we enjoyed the event. It was a small party and the attendants were few as well, all knowing each other. There should have been a party indeed because these days it is hard to get government jobs and moreover the recruitment process took so long, more than a year, that no one expects to be selected for that position as there is uncertainty of the length of selection procedure.

Times when being with friends are short, as we usually say, as they are good times that everyone enjoys. The biological clock inside our head makes us feel so and this clock thing makes us feel long durations even for short periods of sadness. I have been out of my studies and trying for abroad studies for about one and a half year and this time has really been torturous and i feel longer than the four year period of my studies of undergraduates. Fuck this time and fuck everything. I am still trying and I am certain that i will definitely be successful in my quest no matter what. Life is a flowing air or water or whatever but we never give up. This is the nature of every living being, otherwise we are no more living in this earth. We usually complain about a lot of things related to life but never think if that has occured to others as well. Even a small prick in our muscles feels the greatest pain than seeing a person without body parts. We have been so selfish. May be this is because of all those chemicals that resides inside our body and keeps on travelling through out our body and makes us feel different at different situations.

All I want to say now is, lets control those chemicals, and lets feel plain for all incidents. Lets try to be cool rather than hot, flexible than arrogant, fashionable than sexy and better than fakingly trying to be the best.

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