Life Sometimes

actually i wanted to post it some three days ago when i had to wake up early in the morning at 4 o' clock. that was because i had to go to Ministry of Foreign Affairs to apply the form for the MRP (Machine Readable Passport). I left home at 4.15 and had to wait for vehicle for about half an hour as there was no public transport due to early morning. Luckily i got to Ratnapark around 5.15 am. Then i ran to the ministry and already there was a long line. People were in line since 4 in the morning. I had heard that they stay in line from early morning at 3. Nepal is distributing this MRP just from around these days so there is a long line for this. Also, i was there because i have to try for foreign countries for my higher studies. And moreover i need to give IELTS exam for which i need my passport for my region.

i was there early and didn't know when the gates will open and i would be able to submit my form. some of them said it was 8. While waiting i heard many things regarding the previous days cases of the people for the same matter. Nobody was sure whether their form would get accepted or not because many of the forms were rejected for no clear reason. So with this dilemma i was in the line too. In the line i talked to many people from different parts of the country as passports are given from this ministry only. Sometimes things would get really funny.

God, the form submission began at 8.30 only. And i submitted the form around 10 in the morning. luckily many of the forms were accepted that day and my waiting and waking up in early morning didn't get worthless. there was a kid, Rajesh, who had some mistakes in the form fill up. He didn't know any thing so i was helping him. and i also helped him to correct the error that was done. at 10.30 i had a cup of tea. as i had not had anything and as per the hindu custom i could officially visit the temples. so, i visited the sankata and mahankal gods (they are considered as the god of sorrow and pain who also relieve people of sorrows and pain).

I don't say i am not a smoker. I do rarely smoke when i rarely drink sometimes. That day i don't know what was up with me and i bought a cigarette for the first time in my life and got it lighted. Then i smoked the whole cigarette. I was pulling the smoke and throwing it in the air around me all the way to the bus stop. Then on my way back i caught a bus and ate some tiffin that i had taken with me. So the day was fruitful no matter what i did and was a completely new experience.

the e-commerce business

these days i am trying to make easy money through my home. so i am involved in e-commerce media for which i am going for training at some place. But i dont like the system in Ved International, where i am learning all these things. first they said many nice things and we paid two thousands for the registration and now they don't teach even a single thing in nice and coordinated manner. everything is in random. there is just one instructor for twelve computers and the trainee number is always more than 12 who wait for their turn for long time and this one instructor teach one by one. he teaches only a part.
it is very funny to know that for the first day he just taught to make a blog and how to post in the blog. this might be very new thing and a great deal of task for the newbies but for us it is just a shit. i tried to grab some more things but i was also a failure. though initially a seven day regular training was told but i went just for three days and the training was over. they were calling for saturdays for project works. i was hoping to learn new things there but the damn ones taught me just to log on to the yahoo answers and answer the questions. was this a project??????????????
oh god i am really confused. they dont teach a single thing well. so a lady was arguing with them today.they are just increasing traffic for their blogs and earning through the direct referrals of the sites like ptc wallet, aw surveys and like that. i asked many times about what we will be learning today but there was no answer.

just go to hell u suckers....

the newari party

yesterdays marriage had the party for today and i was there. it was a nice time eating a lot till your belly gets to top and like eating till you explode. then comes the drinking of cold drinks, water, local wine and the beers.
eating and eating and eating. my colleges of current college were there and we had a really nice time. when we had snacks and some drinks we went to dance floor to heat the floor for others. we are the floor heaters wherever we go. we four guys sugat, sunil, deepak and me danced for a long time. sanjeev, the groom's younger brother joined us for some periods for time and again. then came the groom for some period for the enjoyment.
this is really a nice time as moments like this never comes again and again. the kids were already there dancing and enjoying themselves. sometimes they used to accompany us. a new friend rabin joined us in the dance and thereafter for the whole period.

then we had dinner. the other people were waiting to finish the dinner before going to the dance floor. and after dinner the dance floor was like full. it was only during the dinner that i saw that previous day's girl. i hope you understood what i mean to say. alas i didn't had chance to dance with her. nevertheless, she was also dancing after her and i also danced near her for sometime. it was already nearly ten in the night and we had to head for our homes. bidding farewell, i saw her dancing, but had no choice but to return home with friends.
i got off her area and still my heart was wishing to go back. but what could i do. i didn't even talk to her, and furthur would i have gone. so farewell friends and farewell the new face. i don't know whether we are destined to meet again or not.

first newari marriage experience

yesterday i attended the first newari marriage ceremony. it was a love marriage of my friend's brother. it was nice and enjoyable and saw and learned many things about newari culture.
though newars usually have this marriage ceremonies in night times but this one was on the day time. we were eating and eating and eating since we arrived at the bride's house. for couple of minutes we sat with groom. then we went to the tents for lunch. we had snacks. the fooding had more of the non veg items. being a non eater of meats i had very little varieties to eat. and the cold drinks and other beverages were also available. the variety of beverages is one of the important parts of the newari culture. their social lifestyle contains beverage as an integral part.
after the snacks was the lunch time. the belly was half full with the snacks and we couldn't eat much of the lunch. after lunch we were given masala, it was a bit amazing for me as other castes had different system for the same day and the same thing. being from another caste every moment was a surprise for me. and i enjoyed all moment a lot.
then after sometime we were heading back to groom's house with the new bride. at the house some photographs were taken and some rituals were fulfilled. and today i have to go to the party. i have to take care of the things which are assigned to me by my friend.
so till then keep waiting....

some sms that might be useful

a special message for a special person in a special day, for a special reason, in a special way, to remind how special you are in my life.
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years ago i came into this world naked and screaming. My goodness, now things have changed, when i'm naked somebody else does the screaming.
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Newton's law of Love and Romance-"Love can neither be created nor destroyed, it can only be changed from one girlfriend to another."
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system of love:
Jan - Rose
Feb - Propose
Mar - Gift
April - Lift
May -  Chatting
June - Dating
July - Miss U
Aug - Kiss U
Sept - Anger
Oct - Danger
Nov - Left
Dec - Next
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Realities of Life - " you love someone, u marry someone else. the one you marry becomes your wife or husband and the one you loved becomes password of your mail id."

definition of kiss

according to the student of :
1. Physics: a kiss is contraction ofmouth du to the expansion of heart.
2. Chemistry - a kiss is the reaction of the interaction between two hearts.
3. Zoology - a kiss is the interaction of unsexual salivary bacteria
4. Geometry - a kiss is the shortest distance between straight lines.
5. Algebra - a kiss is one plus one equal to one divided by nothing.
6. Account - a kiss is credit which is profitable when written
7. Eonomics - a kiss is that thing for which demand is higher than supply
8. Electricity - a kiss is direct current provided without any external supply.
9. Statistics - a kiss is that event that probability of which depends upon the vital statistics of 36-24-36.

source: i don't know yar.

Some Love Quotes

without realizing anyting you tell me so many times a day,
how much you love me in thousand different way
your touch, your look, and yor eyes echo it too
all of them together say me I LOVE YOU
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there might be someone whom you love
she is precious than everything you dewerve
to love someone is not doing a sin
so, i've written her name cutting my skin
whether the rejection for my purpose comes like a flood
i am going to write that i love you with my blood.
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dreams are to be forgotten
reality to be believed
desires t be fulfilled
destination to be reached
where it began, where it will end
loved you from the beginning, will love you till the end.

meanings of some colors

Green : Life and Hope

Blue   : Space and Peace

Yellow: Beginning and Revolution

Red    : Passion and Love

Purple : Royalty and Power

Indigo : Cool and Centimental

i had it collected some long time ago from my sister, and i don't know about her sources.

the then time

life at the past was harder as we see from the time being now. but it was a healthier and better at past than now. people were self machinaries as no mechanical machine was virtually present at that time. their hard labour and endurance used to keep them healthy and the had a really prosperous time in terms of health.
the then population was less and people used to interact with each other gathering in some fixed areas. they used to discuss about various things including the daily news. there was some better interaction and discussion and better bond between people at the then time. that is why people of the then time know many people far and near through out the state or the country.
time has changed and with time everything has changed including people. conspiracy has increased comparatively. people don't know each other much as they do not interact as they used to do. this materialistic lifestyle has changed everything for people. they fear to lack behind from others. those capitalist countries had made people like animals who just think about fooding and the showy life style. this is bad, really bad.
that's why the then time was a real good one.

what women want

well now this is a pretty big question and for sure even the ones who have played with girls for years don't actually what girls want for sure.
i have tried to find it out from some of my friends and thanks to them for cooperating with me in this one. girls, they just want a secure life. the answer was simple wasn't it. and you might say that it is what all people want either a girl or a boy. but the way of doing and thinking in both the genders differs. so far i have known men don't think much about anything. but girls are very very serious about any matter. the think, then think twice, then think thrice and so on on the same topic until they are satisfactorily convinced that they have gained a way to fulfill that thinking.
due to this security thing, girls are in many cases ready to leave their boyfriends for other guys. a friend of mine once said that if you are rich girls are with you. and if someone richer than you comes, these girls just leave you and follow the new guy. i don't know if it was security or something else that the girls seek. But one thing is for sure that girls wish to see themselves secure with the fund.
i may not always be right. if i am wrong then prove me and let me and others get rid of the thinking about what girls really want. if you want to know something more then it is better to watch the movie "what woman want".

life

life (zindagi) ... a very simple word. but what does it mean to any person. though we are the same human species we are genetically different from each other...may be this is life. Being different from one another, thinking differently, different appearance, different language, different ascent for same language, different habitat, different clothing......and much more unique to each individual.
but the meaning of life is not being different and it never was as far as i know. for a biology student life may mean the "CELL"... smallest functional and structural unit of life. The microbiologist may call it as an arrangement of proteins. For the ones who culture cells, life may be the precursor of the cells i.e, the stem cells.
life for children  can be to eat tasty foods, to drink sweet water, to listen to story, to walk and to run wild.
for me life is just what i see around. i don't feel much, just gather something from around my environment that are perceived by my senses and to assimilate them and to forget it after some time period.

success

what is success, we never know the true meaning of the words... english is a crazy language as we used to read this. sometimes when you loose something even at that time you might have won something, i mean, you might have conquer something. lets be clear through an example, we weep, why? - because we are in pain? because we just lost something valueable or someone of great value of closeness to us? due to the reason that we won something?
i don't know the exact answer, do you have a particular answer for this tear.. ya ya tears are conditional. also success is conditional. that is why even when sometimes you loose something then also you feel that you have conquered over your opponent. if you are a capable candidate for a job, but there are no vacancies in countries like nepal then how would you feel. how bitter will your life be if the subject you are studying is rare in the world and the subject is of great importance. and of course you are among the toppers in your college. was being the topper a success then?
when the friends who are just pass in their exams and are of good family background get jobs due to the family relationship or other causes how successful do you consider yourself. i couldn't find the answers to these questions, can you?????

failure

FAILURE........an integral part of life, comes with success as the antonym, and an inseparable part of an individual. it is obvious that the pain of failure is very sour, and is felt the same way by any person who fails to attain the things that he deserves. failure of what was beyond ones capacity is not that painful... it is just done for some practice. but the failure when you are are a capable candidate for something and still you can't conquer or when you are rejected then that brings the most grieving moment in the life. Lets say like you are good at something may be a student or a good mechanic and you can't give your exam due to your illness or the vehicle you just mend still gives same problems are much annoying. And you can't do anything about it.
how despair one might feel when in giving a trial of bike, that he hits the last pole or puts his leg on the ground before crossing the last pole without any reason. and what if that person is very capable of the trial but it was his bad luck. was that a bad luck????? i don't know what to call it. i just like to say that the population of failures has increased by number 1, though that person giving the trial was nevertheless myself !!!!!!