The First Bike Accident

Yesterday was a bad oman for my life. Nothing seemed right from the beginning of the day. The day before yesterday I didn't had dinner so this day I was not feeling quite right after a sleep of more than twelve hours. I had my lunch and left for college. I used to go with big daddy but yesterday he had to take sister to some place so finally I decided to take bike to college. While leaving home I thought about going to HSEB, Sanothimi to collect a form for Bhusal sir's brother to issue transcript for grade 11 and 12. While taking a right turn near this HSEB my bike was hit by another bike which was in higher speed. I was driving quite slow right from my home and moreover it was a turining so I was in a slower pace. And suddenly there was a bang.....

I was lying in the middle of the road with my bike over my right leg. I tried to push my bike to take my leg out but was unable to do so. All of a sudden some crowd covered us and helped me get up. The one that hit my bike was also helped by others to get up. He was crying that I didn't have my indicator on..but he was wrong I had it on. I searched if there was any kind of wound in my body but couldn't find more than some bruises in my right ankle. Then I tried to see if there was anything wrong with my bike. At first there was some petrol leakage which stopped after some time. And I found nothing wrong with my bike. The accident occured in front of a police bit. So there was a policeman as well. Nobody saw nothing wrong at that time. Some two years ago a friend had an accident in a similar manner and unfortunately had lost a piece of his leg bone which is still healing. So I scolded that one guy, thanked god that nothing happened to me and my bike and headed towards HSEB. At that time I didn't even bother to notice the bike or the bike number. My lace of right foot shoes was damaged. So we went our ways.

After I took the form from HSEB and headed for college I felt some unbalance in my bike. I checked the tires if it was punctured. But it was just fine. I felt the same problem even in the smooth road and repeated the same procedure for three-four times. But I couldn't find anything wrong. And finally, when I repeated that once again I saw that the shock of the right side where my bike was hit was bent. Then started the bad part. I started to scold myself for not watching properly at the incident site. Then I couldn't go back to that place and had to head towards the college in a lameless manner. I drove slowly at a maximum of 30 km per hour after that because my bike was unbalanced. Then I went to Om Hospital to meet a friend of mine to collect some money that I had lend him some days ago in order to get my bike fixed. Even there he didn't had money with him at the moment and we had to go to the bank to collect money. Finally he arranged a cheque form one of his collegues but .... the bank was not open in the hospital premise. So we went out had a cup of tea and smoked and then returned back to the hospital. Finally the bank opened and I had some money with me.
Then I headed towards my college and left my bike to get fixed in a nearby garage. The mechanic get it fixed and I paid 2500 Rs. Through out the day I tried to call that police officer at the accident site to know if he has memorised the bike number of the one that hit me. But I couldn't reach him. I thanked my luck that I was in one piece. Later at evening I went to Collins for GRE and then headed back to the same police station and talked with the same policeman. But he denied remembering the number of the bike and I had no other option than to go home helplessly. I didn't tell my parents about what had happened. Just had my dinner and went to my room. All this time I was feeling bad that I had a very bad time and had to waste my money in the maintenance of my bike.

Nevertheless, I was fine with only few bruises........

LIFE AND EXPERIENCES: This LIfe

LIFE AND EXPERIENCES: This LIfe: Sometimes I feel pretty astonished by the way things are going on around me. Life is an unexperienced journey that each of the surviving in...

This LIfe

Sometimes I feel pretty astonished by the way things are going on around me. Life is an unexperienced journey that each of the surviving individual is trying to figure out. They are trying to feel how life feels, all these chemical reactions going on inside us makes us feel or react to all the incidents. Life has been an unexpected journey where we are usually crying over the occurances going on in around us. We don't know what will happen next in daily living, so life has been a new exploration at every step for all of us.

I am also a part of this tapestry of new experiences of daily incidents called as life. Sometimes people near us don't care about us when they should and sometimes people from whom we are not expecting much are caring for us. Even the fortune tellers are not the exact predictors of our life. They can't tell when we will be doing good in life and there is a certain answer to all activities, death. An untimely death is never predictable. So, what should be expected from others when all that matters is how we are reacting towards any incident, situation, event or lively activities.

A friend of mine threw a party yesterday for being able to get a government job. He was a former colleague of the place where I work. In fact, nobody had expected that from him. Such people are really rare who calls upon others to share their joys, I mean who call the former  work mates. Because most of the times people are centered towards their current surroundings. Anyway, we ate and drank and we enjoyed the event. It was a small party and the attendants were few as well, all knowing each other. There should have been a party indeed because these days it is hard to get government jobs and moreover the recruitment process took so long, more than a year, that no one expects to be selected for that position as there is uncertainty of the length of selection procedure.

Times when being with friends are short, as we usually say, as they are good times that everyone enjoys. The biological clock inside our head makes us feel so and this clock thing makes us feel long durations even for short periods of sadness. I have been out of my studies and trying for abroad studies for about one and a half year and this time has really been torturous and i feel longer than the four year period of my studies of undergraduates. Fuck this time and fuck everything. I am still trying and I am certain that i will definitely be successful in my quest no matter what. Life is a flowing air or water or whatever but we never give up. This is the nature of every living being, otherwise we are no more living in this earth. We usually complain about a lot of things related to life but never think if that has occured to others as well. Even a small prick in our muscles feels the greatest pain than seeing a person without body parts. We have been so selfish. May be this is because of all those chemicals that resides inside our body and keeps on travelling through out our body and makes us feel different at different situations.

All I want to say now is, lets control those chemicals, and lets feel plain for all incidents. Lets try to be cool rather than hot, flexible than arrogant, fashionable than sexy and better than fakingly trying to be the best.

उनकै सम्झनामा (In her memory)

Dear all,
This poem is related to love and the sweet memories of love and pain at the same time. So, while you go through it u might find things unmatching. The primary language used is Nepali (from  NEPAL). I've tried to translate it to English, but the translation might deviate the feelings that are nicely expressed in Nepali. Go through it and enjoy.


भावनाका समयमा फुलेका ति फुलहरु     (the flowers that bloom during the time of feelings)
मायामा रमाउँदा भएका ति भुलहरु        (the mistakes that happened while being lost in love) 
सम्झनाका कोशेलिझै सम्भालेर राखेको छु  (have saved them like gift of the my past memories) 
जिन्दगिको भुमरीमा जसोतसो बाँचेको छु । (have barely lived through the vicious circle of life. )  


पिँडाबिच सम्भाल्या छु मुटुको यो सँघारमा (am preserved in-between the corners of crevices heart) 
आकाशझैं फराकिलो जिन्दगीको दोधारमा  (like wider skies in the junctions of life ) 
भावनाका समयमा फुलेका ति फुलहरु     (the flowers that bloom during the time of feelings) 
मायामा रमाउँदा भएका ति भुलहरु ।      (the mistakes that happened while being lost in love)   


चिनो जस्तै भएको छ गरिएका भेटहरु   (our meetings have become like tokens ) 
मनमनै सजाएर राखिएका चोटहरु       (the beautifully decorated and preserved wound ) 
भावनाका समयमा फुलेका ति फुलहरु    (the flowers that bloom during the time of feelings) 
मायामा रमाउँदा भएका ति भुलहरु ।     (the mistakes that happened while being lost in love)

GONE VALENTINE

I am a pass out student of graduate level education. This Valentine's Day reminded me of a girl which I used to like during my college days. She was not that cool though and we didn't talk much. Rather I would like to say that we didn't get proper chance to talk with each other much. Nevertheless, she was also short tempered. So I didn't bother to talk to her much, rather I used to see her from some distance and enjoy myself.

Back then we had a college bus picking and dropping us in the morning and in the evenings. We used to travel by college bus and of course, there were other friends too. She had given me her number by herself to let her known when the bus arrived near her place. Well, some months ago she didn't give me her cell number when I asked her even though she had a cell phone. She admitted that she didn't have a cell. After that I never asked for the number twice. OK, mostly I used to inform her. Still in the bus we didn't talk much. Sometimes she made me feel that she wanted to be close but the very next moment she blew everything. This was not new for me from her side. That's why I never stayed with her in the bus or in the class.

In both places I used to sit some seats behind her. All this started when I started teasing her. Back during third semester, she used to enter classroom late. We had a white shirt and her shirt usually appeared red. We presumed the wore red inner garments. Ha ha ha... this is how we, me and my friends, started all this over. It is worth mentioning that we felt her boobs were smaller than the normal ones of her age....though that we specifically don't know. Sitting at the last bench I used to see how she entered the door to the class. We used to mimic some of her moves and styles. This became our daily talks. I was the one at top of this thing. I couldn't stop myself. Starting from her walk, style, hair, sitting postures, talking ways and more....

Then we left our college bus and still many a times we returned home to bus station together along with some other friends. I didn't talk much with her and if I met her on the way I pretended she was not there. But one day she waited for me. It was the day of a board exam of our fourth semester. Since then we were a bit closer. Things began to change. I started talking if we met on road and rarely though we two returned from college alone. Still I was teasing her, but I felt different within me. I started liking her. I began looking at her at most times. Some of the friends knew this and teased me. To prevent this in future I never stared at her for long but kept looking at her frequently. Some friends were trying to push me but I never moved forward. Though I fell for her, I never asked her anything much, rather sometimes she used to say by herself. I started waiting for the days when we could return home together...just us. But that day never came. A friend of her started bringing a bike and my girl used to go with her. I waited for the days when she would go with me. That was a rare chance.

Some friends used to tease me with her name, knowing this other started the same. I don't know if she knew this or not. But, probably she must have heard this as the space was not that big for both of us. THEN ONE WEEK, IT BECAME SUCH A TIME THAT SHE ACTED COMPLETELY LIKE SHE LIKED ME. She came very close and the moment felt like we were close together for a long time. MAY BE SHE WANTED ME TO PROPOSE HER....WHICH I NEVER DID OR EVEN DID NOT TRY TO DO...I believe that she must had heard about me falling for her and wanted to get close. She came so close that I didn't know what to say. That was that...it never happened after that time.

I had my chance and never got a second chance. I feared to loose her and feared that we would never be together. So, I tried to keep my distance from her. Now, I am out of college. I looked at her for three complete years. When she didn't come college I didn't feel like staying in the college anymore. I wanted to be together with her but never dared to do that. Three Valentine's Days passed by and still we were three separate from each other.

This year, the fourth year of my feeling, I got a chance to talk to her through a friend of hers. They were meeting with each other. They were in the same project group of the college and were in the same group in the class as well. I called her friend for some task, and there she was trying to talk to me. I still feel the same for her but I never expressed or admitted it that I liked her and that I loved her. This is me folks, this is my way and I fear if I proposed her she might leave me one day. That would be the end of the world for me and still I have a lot to do. So I choose to be this way. However, I wrote something for her......

THE SECOND SALARY

I always wished to publish my ways and the feelings in this blog but this load shedding is killing it all. After a long time I am able to do it. Also this job I have also keeps me a bit busy. This was the busiest week of my work place. I even don't have to prepare for my IELTS exams which will be held on this coming weeks Saturday. I have been a busy employee this month.

OK, now today was the last day of this month. Yappy, the day for the salary, and I got it, the second salary of my work. I was double of what I got for the first time. Still my results are not out and I am waiting for that. Meanwhile, my salary will remain the same till I have my transcript in my hands. I have great plans for this day... I need to buy two pairs of pants, a pair of shoes, belt, a shirt, a mobile battery BP 4L, and a NOKIA E90 mobile housing. Next, salary will be for a 5.1 woofer and rest will be determined later.

I am happy for this day. I wish everyday to be the last of the month. ha ha ha,,, funny.

A BAD DAY AND THE FIRST INCOME

A new member has joined the college. A former senior batch student from my own college is with us now to work as full time teacher. This is a good thing for me as I had never wished to teach the students. If she weren't there it would have been on my shoulders to tech some related subjects when the associated teacher is unavailable. And now, I am relaxed that that the burden is of my shoulder.
The exam continues as it has been going on int he college. I was not supposed to be the invigilator yesterday but due to some reasons I was entitled for that. It was a bad day for me. I am a moderate controller. We were three people at two rooms. One a teacher of my time as student and another is a new comer in college. The first one is very go easy type person for exams letting students do whatever they wish. In my former post I wrote about letting examinees loose. At that time we two were guards in the hall and I learned to let loose from him.
Yesterday I got the bad sides of letting the examinees loose. The noises they made were annoying and they were like uncontrollable. He was even unable to control anything and called me from next room to control the noise. Even I had to try hard for that and was only partly successful. In NEPALI we have a saying, "IF YOU GIVE A FINGER AS AID THEY'LL TRY TO GOBBLE YOUR WHOLE HAND". I felt the same way. We were giving them chance and they were trying to get over us. This is it, now there will be no more moderate time. All the exams will be tight.
Meanwhile, the second colleague is a strict type. He couldn't bear what happened and was continuously complaining with me. He alone also couldn't control the class without the help of the first teacher.I also felt bad in myself.

For the bright side, I got paid for the last twelve days of previous month. This is the month as per the lunar system. How much I got paid?????...........OH!!!!!! it is only 2574 NRs. I got paid as a teaching intern. I am happy to receive my first payment though this is like 25% of what others are being paid. Compared to the inflation in Nepal and the world as a whole is facing this is like a drop of water in the ocean and is nothing at all. But still I am happy. Maybe the way each person feels for the first time when they receive their first income of hard earnings. This money I handed to my mother and asked back for 1000 NRs. HA HA HA!!!! I still need some to continue myself isn't it?

End of Month... But Empty Hand

Today is the last day of the month as per the lunar calendar and I was hoping to get some part of my salary today. It has been half a month i.e, 15 days at my work and as per what I had heard before I was  quite sure to get a 15 day rated salary. But my expectations just were limited to expectations. My first salary was on due. Though, I have been on job for last 15 days I just got my appointment letter today. It doesn't matter as the date for my appointment is the original one when I had joined.
Going to the college where you studied some time before is like somewhat awkward for me. I am just a teaching intern for now and my salary is limited to the half amount than that of a full time teacher. Damn, this result thing..... I have been waiting for this for a long time for nearly 3 months and still it is pending. Had my results been out I would have got double the amount I am getting now. Still, talking and talking but nothing is going to happen as my salary is not in my hands.

It is obvious that one might get sad seeing others getting in to the account section and returning back with loaded pockets and still I am the one being empty pocket. Others were sure that I will also get my share today and were asking how much I got my hand into. Ha ha ha... I just laughed at whatever they said and made it a secret. Now, I am hoping to get it this coming Sunday. If not I will ask the account head person for reasons and when will I have my part.

Today also as other days I was the invigilator. Like other days I let guys loose and helped them to cheat when another colleague went out for refreshment. This is me. I rarely got chance to do so and passed my exams with hard works. What is it giving me. Though I am one of the best products my college had still I end up with nothing and nothing at all. Others who scored less and were not considered good in class and even who have failed the examinations in past semesters are in better job positions and are being paid a good sum of money. Hard toil pays this in here, so better loose the guys for exams. Latter they might feel that they passed easily and had not much to loose. They might not regret that they unnecessarily lost some parts of their life.

So friends, lets hope for better days and hope that I will have my hand handy this Sunday.

New in the Job

Its usually different when you go to new places and meet different and new people. But, how about those who go to the places that were known to them already. I am also talking about myself. I am going to my own college from where I am graduating my bachelors level. Right now I am a teaching intern there as my results are not out yet. After my results are out, I will be a TA i.e, teaching assistant. Right now examinations of even semester students are going on and I am also an invigilator for now.
Today was a new day as usual and a day for my duty in examination hall. There was also another teacher with me. We let students loose for their examination today. In Nepal no one cares how a person or specifically the students pass their exams. What counts is the marks no matter how it was scored or how low the person's intellect is. Even these days marks or the grades is of no value. The only thing important is how well you know the leaders and the political parties activists. More closer you are more are your chances to get a better jobs. Rest of the world is of no use or is no good no matter if the topper students are included in this group.

So that is the reason why I let them loose to cheat. To make them able to survive in Nepal to some extent and if they can't they have a new way to apply for foreign land universities. The grades I have scored are of no better use for me right now. I don't have a better job. I feel like I am stuck here. So guys you don't feel that way. And best of luck......

MASTER SAHEEB...... means teacher

I remember the movie "3 IDIOTS" clearly. It is one of the best movies ever and the one which each engineer should watch in a life time. In fact every professional and technical field students should at least watch this movie once.

 The words 'master saheeb' interests me the most. It is like satirical for engineers as I think. And the most funniest thing is that now I am trying to be a teacher. This feeling that travels through me is unexplainable and a bit awkward. I feel this way because I just was a student around two months ago and now I am a teacher. Yesterday was my first day in my professional life.

I was called on last Thursday to go and meet the principal of my own college from where I am graduating my B.E. I didn't know that I would be asked to join from the day I met the Principal sir. Working with whom I called teachers and becoming a colleague with them are different things. This is adding some new feelings within me.

These days exams are going on in the college. And there is load shedding too. So, I am not teaching right now. In fact, I will be seeing over the projects and the practicals for juniors. Besides this I may even be asked to teach for some periods too, So, I'll be looking after everything....projects, practicals and theoretical classes, I will be the Invigilator to the examinees too. Being an invigilator will be the first experience of my professional part of life. I was also called early for duty to do this. Otherwise I would have been called some two weeks latter.

There were two teachers who are now leaving the college for further studies in abroad. So, I was called early. I met then and got chance to become a part of the farewell treat given by college to them. OK, whatever I say I have become a teacher I just spent a day in leisure at my work place. What a day and what a profession!!!!

Nostalgia to the childhood

We have a cow in our house. Two days before yesterday I took her for grazing in a ground. We don't have the meadows that big so there are just grounds. There were some kids playing a game called "game ball". The rules for this game are different in different places. But somethings are common. There is a pile of bricks that are stacked in a heap. Some put the ball over the pile or some others use it to hit the pile or some others have ball in the hands of opponents and hit the pile with a stone or brick or anything. Anyway, the main target is the pile that is to be hit from a certain marked distance and the pile should be destroyed. Then the hitting team comes to pile the bricks again where as the opponent team uses ball to hit the ones who pile the bricks. If all members are hit the opponent wins and gets turn for hitting the pile otherwise if the hitting team piles all the bricks they win and get chance to hit again. More the number more is the game interesting as there will be more bricks to pile up.

So I was there looking at the game and they were just playing. The hitting distance was a bit larger for the smaller players and they even couldn't hit or hardly roll the hitting stone to half the distance. It was funny the way they were hitting and trying to reach the target. Only the bigger ones had chances to hit the target. But they had to be lucky to hit the pile. The game is not the game without some quarrels and the battle place and the playground is not a place for those who can't run or do as they should do. There was some hook and crook things then started the smaller quarrels. Even the same team partners scolded the ones who couldn't perform better. Then a girl sat and said 'I will not play, no more'. The teams were unbalanced and a smaller one with lower significance was transferred to this team. The game continued with some this and that things.


So they played and I just watched them play. It felt nice even watching them and I felt how we miss things from the past as we move on and we become nostalgic about them. I longed to go back to that time when I also used to play the same game and used to quarrel with my friends. Childhood is really a great time. Though I can't go back to it I still can enjoy watching the new kids play the games.

Life Sometimes

actually i wanted to post it some three days ago when i had to wake up early in the morning at 4 o' clock. that was because i had to go to Ministry of Foreign Affairs to apply the form for the MRP (Machine Readable Passport). I left home at 4.15 and had to wait for vehicle for about half an hour as there was no public transport due to early morning. Luckily i got to Ratnapark around 5.15 am. Then i ran to the ministry and already there was a long line. People were in line since 4 in the morning. I had heard that they stay in line from early morning at 3. Nepal is distributing this MRP just from around these days so there is a long line for this. Also, i was there because i have to try for foreign countries for my higher studies. And moreover i need to give IELTS exam for which i need my passport for my region.

i was there early and didn't know when the gates will open and i would be able to submit my form. some of them said it was 8. While waiting i heard many things regarding the previous days cases of the people for the same matter. Nobody was sure whether their form would get accepted or not because many of the forms were rejected for no clear reason. So with this dilemma i was in the line too. In the line i talked to many people from different parts of the country as passports are given from this ministry only. Sometimes things would get really funny.

God, the form submission began at 8.30 only. And i submitted the form around 10 in the morning. luckily many of the forms were accepted that day and my waiting and waking up in early morning didn't get worthless. there was a kid, Rajesh, who had some mistakes in the form fill up. He didn't know any thing so i was helping him. and i also helped him to correct the error that was done. at 10.30 i had a cup of tea. as i had not had anything and as per the hindu custom i could officially visit the temples. so, i visited the sankata and mahankal gods (they are considered as the god of sorrow and pain who also relieve people of sorrows and pain).

I don't say i am not a smoker. I do rarely smoke when i rarely drink sometimes. That day i don't know what was up with me and i bought a cigarette for the first time in my life and got it lighted. Then i smoked the whole cigarette. I was pulling the smoke and throwing it in the air around me all the way to the bus stop. Then on my way back i caught a bus and ate some tiffin that i had taken with me. So the day was fruitful no matter what i did and was a completely new experience.

the e-commerce business

these days i am trying to make easy money through my home. so i am involved in e-commerce media for which i am going for training at some place. But i dont like the system in Ved International, where i am learning all these things. first they said many nice things and we paid two thousands for the registration and now they don't teach even a single thing in nice and coordinated manner. everything is in random. there is just one instructor for twelve computers and the trainee number is always more than 12 who wait for their turn for long time and this one instructor teach one by one. he teaches only a part.
it is very funny to know that for the first day he just taught to make a blog and how to post in the blog. this might be very new thing and a great deal of task for the newbies but for us it is just a shit. i tried to grab some more things but i was also a failure. though initially a seven day regular training was told but i went just for three days and the training was over. they were calling for saturdays for project works. i was hoping to learn new things there but the damn ones taught me just to log on to the yahoo answers and answer the questions. was this a project??????????????
oh god i am really confused. they dont teach a single thing well. so a lady was arguing with them today.they are just increasing traffic for their blogs and earning through the direct referrals of the sites like ptc wallet, aw surveys and like that. i asked many times about what we will be learning today but there was no answer.

just go to hell u suckers....

the newari party

yesterdays marriage had the party for today and i was there. it was a nice time eating a lot till your belly gets to top and like eating till you explode. then comes the drinking of cold drinks, water, local wine and the beers.
eating and eating and eating. my colleges of current college were there and we had a really nice time. when we had snacks and some drinks we went to dance floor to heat the floor for others. we are the floor heaters wherever we go. we four guys sugat, sunil, deepak and me danced for a long time. sanjeev, the groom's younger brother joined us for some periods for time and again. then came the groom for some period for the enjoyment.
this is really a nice time as moments like this never comes again and again. the kids were already there dancing and enjoying themselves. sometimes they used to accompany us. a new friend rabin joined us in the dance and thereafter for the whole period.

then we had dinner. the other people were waiting to finish the dinner before going to the dance floor. and after dinner the dance floor was like full. it was only during the dinner that i saw that previous day's girl. i hope you understood what i mean to say. alas i didn't had chance to dance with her. nevertheless, she was also dancing after her and i also danced near her for sometime. it was already nearly ten in the night and we had to head for our homes. bidding farewell, i saw her dancing, but had no choice but to return home with friends.
i got off her area and still my heart was wishing to go back. but what could i do. i didn't even talk to her, and furthur would i have gone. so farewell friends and farewell the new face. i don't know whether we are destined to meet again or not.

first newari marriage experience

yesterday i attended the first newari marriage ceremony. it was a love marriage of my friend's brother. it was nice and enjoyable and saw and learned many things about newari culture.
though newars usually have this marriage ceremonies in night times but this one was on the day time. we were eating and eating and eating since we arrived at the bride's house. for couple of minutes we sat with groom. then we went to the tents for lunch. we had snacks. the fooding had more of the non veg items. being a non eater of meats i had very little varieties to eat. and the cold drinks and other beverages were also available. the variety of beverages is one of the important parts of the newari culture. their social lifestyle contains beverage as an integral part.
after the snacks was the lunch time. the belly was half full with the snacks and we couldn't eat much of the lunch. after lunch we were given masala, it was a bit amazing for me as other castes had different system for the same day and the same thing. being from another caste every moment was a surprise for me. and i enjoyed all moment a lot.
then after sometime we were heading back to groom's house with the new bride. at the house some photographs were taken and some rituals were fulfilled. and today i have to go to the party. i have to take care of the things which are assigned to me by my friend.
so till then keep waiting....

some sms that might be useful

a special message for a special person in a special day, for a special reason, in a special way, to remind how special you are in my life.
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years ago i came into this world naked and screaming. My goodness, now things have changed, when i'm naked somebody else does the screaming.
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Newton's law of Love and Romance-"Love can neither be created nor destroyed, it can only be changed from one girlfriend to another."
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system of love:
Jan - Rose
Feb - Propose
Mar - Gift
April - Lift
May -  Chatting
June - Dating
July - Miss U
Aug - Kiss U
Sept - Anger
Oct - Danger
Nov - Left
Dec - Next
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Realities of Life - " you love someone, u marry someone else. the one you marry becomes your wife or husband and the one you loved becomes password of your mail id."

definition of kiss

according to the student of :
1. Physics: a kiss is contraction ofmouth du to the expansion of heart.
2. Chemistry - a kiss is the reaction of the interaction between two hearts.
3. Zoology - a kiss is the interaction of unsexual salivary bacteria
4. Geometry - a kiss is the shortest distance between straight lines.
5. Algebra - a kiss is one plus one equal to one divided by nothing.
6. Account - a kiss is credit which is profitable when written
7. Eonomics - a kiss is that thing for which demand is higher than supply
8. Electricity - a kiss is direct current provided without any external supply.
9. Statistics - a kiss is that event that probability of which depends upon the vital statistics of 36-24-36.

source: i don't know yar.

Some Love Quotes

without realizing anyting you tell me so many times a day,
how much you love me in thousand different way
your touch, your look, and yor eyes echo it too
all of them together say me I LOVE YOU
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there might be someone whom you love
she is precious than everything you dewerve
to love someone is not doing a sin
so, i've written her name cutting my skin
whether the rejection for my purpose comes like a flood
i am going to write that i love you with my blood.
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dreams are to be forgotten
reality to be believed
desires t be fulfilled
destination to be reached
where it began, where it will end
loved you from the beginning, will love you till the end.

meanings of some colors

Green : Life and Hope

Blue   : Space and Peace

Yellow: Beginning and Revolution

Red    : Passion and Love

Purple : Royalty and Power

Indigo : Cool and Centimental

i had it collected some long time ago from my sister, and i don't know about her sources.

the then time

life at the past was harder as we see from the time being now. but it was a healthier and better at past than now. people were self machinaries as no mechanical machine was virtually present at that time. their hard labour and endurance used to keep them healthy and the had a really prosperous time in terms of health.
the then population was less and people used to interact with each other gathering in some fixed areas. they used to discuss about various things including the daily news. there was some better interaction and discussion and better bond between people at the then time. that is why people of the then time know many people far and near through out the state or the country.
time has changed and with time everything has changed including people. conspiracy has increased comparatively. people don't know each other much as they do not interact as they used to do. this materialistic lifestyle has changed everything for people. they fear to lack behind from others. those capitalist countries had made people like animals who just think about fooding and the showy life style. this is bad, really bad.
that's why the then time was a real good one.